Thanks to the snow, I am still at home..
Missing class in St. George today.
Waiting for the road warnings to end.. Gah.
Being home this last week really got me thinking... I started getting nervous and questioning if I really want to spend a year of my life away from relationships and things that I've spent years building to go to a place where I know absolutely no one.
Then I snapped out of it.
I realized that if I don't do this, I will kick myself. This opportunity is one that I have to take. I owe it to myself. These relationships, if they are truly strong, will last. Just because I'm away doesn't mean they will crumble into pieces. It's just a little bit scary when it really hits, but I guess that's the beauty. I have absolutely no idea what will happen, and that's okay :)
"In the end the only steps that matter are the ones you take all by yourself."
The weepies.
Amen and Amen Jenn!!
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You will grow immensely from this and it is something that you have wanted to do for awhile now!!
Glad you snapped yourself out of it!!
Thanks Kylie :) I still get nervous sometimes but I just keep telling myself I'll be so mad if I don't do it!
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