Hi, I'm the worst at blogging.

I am finally blogging- I know, I say that every single time I post. Here's the thing, I absolutely love writing and blogging.. but I think I have been caring too much what people think. Every time I sit down to write something, I end up deleting the whole thing or leaving it to edit later on. I can't even tell you how many "draft" posts I have.

I think another time I avoid blogging is when I'm unhappy or confused about my life in general. I think that's where I've been for the past little bit. It's hard to provide honest writing when I don't want everyone knowing my business (although I appreciate the hell out of honest writing, sad or happy).

So here's where I'm at in life: I absolutely love living in SLC and working at my job. Sometimes I feel like that loser who doesn't know anything, since I'm the most inexperienced person who works there. I love the people I work with and I've made some great friends already. My roommates are 2 of my best friends and we have so much fun together (plus an amazingly clean apartment).

Although I love living and working where I do, the 8th grade me is yelling at me in the back of my mind. She's telling me to get out and move, do what I've always wanted to do and live the big city life.

I just keep telling myself when the timing is right, things will happen.

On the bright side- I'm headed to L.A. this weekend to see my favorite band of all time, Radical Face. It's okay, no one knows who that is. It's Ben Cooper and he is a musical genius.

Anyway- if any of you have been doubting certain things in life lately (as we all do).. this quote might help you. I saw it a while ago and have been obsessed with it ever since.

Goodnight all,

Jenna.

I'll post.

One day I will blog something amazing again. I am so blank right now.

I'll post something soon, promise.

How I feel

How I feel when I realize Season 3 of GIRLS doesn't start for 4 more months:

The Wedding Weekend in GIFs

When I saw the rooftop view: 



When I found out there was an open bar:



When I realized black is an "unlucky" color to wear to a wedding and all I brought was a black dress:



When I gave my toast:



When my brother's toast was better than mine:



Whenever the photographers came around: 



Me at the food table: 



Me attempting to dance: 



My niece's reaction when she saw people kiss: 


The people attending their first gay wedding: 

Congratulations Josh & Thomas!

Well Hello.

It sure has been a long time since blogging. I say that every time I post, because this last year I have absolutely sucked at keeping this thing updated.

But here is my info purge from the last few months--

I graduated early May, said Goodbye to my Noodles life.. then spent most of the summer job searching and hanging out with my cute guy. Job searching is so damn stressful-- I am happy to say that after much stressing and resume-sending, I got a job that I love!

I got a job at a marketing company in Salt Lake City called Clearlink. I do social media and blogging for 2 in-house brands. My team is great, and I've already made some good friends. It's a perfect first job out of college and I'm already learning a lot.

I moved to Downtown Salt Lake! I love my apartment and living in the city. Honestly the best part about it is being 15 minutes away from work. The commute from Ogden to SLC got old real quick, and I had to do it for 6 weeks. I live with two amazing people and I truly feel like it's my first big kid apartment (mainly because I brought my queen bed). I'm happy here for now.

This guy moved back to St. George for one more semester. Womp womp womp. I get to see him next weekend so I'm excited, but I hope the next 4 months go by quick. This long distance crap is no fun.

Joshua and Thomas got MAWWIED! I am honored to have been part of such an amazing event. I don't think I'll ever attend a wedding so great. It will definitely be a hard one to top. Open bar, fun dancing, great people, and my amazing marathon dancing NIECE! Cambree danced like none other, she was the life of the party.

It was a great time to see all of my family, it's a rare occasion. It also made me appreciate where I come from.


I am trying to blog more-- Promise. I just hate how un-interesting my life feels. haha

Cheers,

Jenna B.

bout damn time.

It is about damn time I blog again. I haven't said a word since November, I apologize... not that my posts are too interesting.

Here's the update-

I am so over school, I absolutely cannot wait to graduate (in 3 weeks from tomorrow, EEK!) I cannot believe my college career is coming to a bittersweet (mostly sweet) end.

Yes, I was a total nerd and did college senior pictures. In my defense, a huge reason I did them was because I look soooo different than i did in high school. Plus, in my opinion, graduating from college is a much bigger deal than high school and should be treated as such.

Here you go- On the left is high school Jenna, and (Thank God) I found my way back to blonde hair. It looks much better on me. Also- I don't know what I was thinking with those extensions in high school, haha. 

So the real world begins in a few weeks- The verdict is still out on where I will be come summer. I am beginning to think that wherever I'm meant to be, I'll end up. It's just hard trusting the universe enough to chill out and let go.


My goal is to start blogging regularly again. So you'll all be hearing from me again soon.

<3 br="">