Thursday, March 10, 2011


This week has been madness. It has gone by soooooo slow. S had the baby on Monday, it feels like forever ago. I have a lot more responsibility now but I like it because now I actually feel worth something. haha I am always doing something, which is good. All of The Fam's family is here visiting so the house is madness. I am doing my best to be as helpful as possible but staying out of the way as much as possible. All of this craziness just makes me miss my own family.

I'm driving up to LA tomorrow to see Shae. I am so excited, I need to get out of this house. It will be good for me to be out of here.. and good for one less person to be in this house.

I hate to blog about this because I feel like such a whiner, but I'm starting to have a hard time. I'm not asking for any sympathy because it is my choice to be here. I just miss being a college kid. I miss my friends, I miss going to dance parties, I miss staying out super late and having class the next morning, I miss living with friends.. It's hard to live the life of a married 30 year old when you're 19 and want to be living the life of a college kid.
Like I said, I chose to come here. I don't regret it, and I know there's a reason I'm here.

This is just me venting I guess.  Blahhhhhhh

1 comment:

  1. I totally know how ya feel. It's shocking to go from 19 to 30 in like 2 days. :/ But once it becomes habit its so much easier! Keep me updated gurrl.